A Letter To My Future Self

Dear future me...

Well and wish the same from you.

It’s been a while since you are tangling in my thoughts. I tell you, this isn’t the first time!  You have disturbed me many times in my past. You have silenced and eloped me from myself for a longer pace than this, even before. Still, I never attempted something like this before and I don’t have the temerity to question my conclusion, even now!! But this raucous silence and my inquisitive self is not ready to keep calm anymore and has prompted me to write this. I do not expect any reply from you. I very well know that even if you would ever bother to reply, “PATIENCE” will be the only word you will be typing back. Still I am here gathering all my strength and brains to open up to you, wanting answers from you. Because, only you know my entire story. Because I trust your diligence, more than anything else. Also because, you will not easy my test.  I know for sure that, you will never endeavor to change anything, in spite of knowing every minuscule details about my past present and future.

As I write this, I sense a better connect with you and please know that this is profoundly soothing. Just this one way conversation with you makes me feel so much dearly at home. Not just comfort, your this acquaintance has inspired me too. You have taught that to stay reliable, modest, keep secrets and build trust is hard, yet possible. However obscure you are, my past has set one thing clear and vivid upon me. That, you are half of what I allow to happen and half of what I can’t control. And over time I am learning to shape your each half. The first half with resilience and the other half with untarnished faith. I am proud and most obliged by the fact that you are always a better person than I am.  

Looking forward to be you

Longingly,

Yours

Present Me.